la sobrina y la ansia
Morning Jam Sesh began with The shape of my heart by The Backstreet Boys today.
I know you all know the lyrics so I won't bore you with them today! I hope you are enjoying knowing the song my soul decides to bring out of me in the morning. I noticed that I woke up with a new song in my head last year when I would begin singing to myself in the morning and my roommates would be like "what?!" like I was talking to them but I'd always reply "Nothing, just singing." I think it's cool that I wake up every day with a new song but I hate when I forget them [which before this blog action was very often]. But that is just one little peculiar thing that makes me, well, ME!
Well other than spending time with my fabulous mother, seeing some amazing friends and sleeping in, I got to see my brother, my sister-in-law [Jen, who you can visit here], and my adorable niece which always makes me happy. I love to hear her sweet "uh-ohs" and have her come up and give me fishy kisses. I love to see her peek around the corner, point and says "it's ti-ti" in her sweet, innocent voice so whenever I get the chance to see her, I take it! I enjoy spending time at there house because it's super relaxed. We all sit around, stare at each other, watch lily being sweet and simply enjoy each others company. Thats what family is for. Jen and I sit around and talk about life and its many frustrations or blessings and it's nice because she is like the sister I never had. She builds me up as I encourage her, she lets me know how it is as I overlook many other details and she never makes me feel like I am a burden [even when I know I sometimes am]. I hope that many other sister-in-law relationships are as comfortable as Jen and mine is. I thank God for blessing me with such an amazing "sister."
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As I'm sure you can tell, I've been super sentimental these last couple days so I'm sorry if it's getting on your nerves but the courage I need to pick up and go to Costa Rica in a month is being pulled from all these different sources. Which, while we are on the topic CR, I am flying for the first time tomorrow and I am super nervous. We are just going to NYC but I have been dreaming/having nightmares about this flight for the past month or so. I know it's silly but I am SO afraid of flying and if you ask me why it's because I don't like roller coasters, heights or pretty much anything that's considered "fun." I'd much rather be on the ground, but I know that if I want to travel like I so want, I need to put on my big girl panties and take on the airplane. So, if you think about me tomorrow, pray that my nerves will be calmed and that I will enjoy the sights and feeling of flying [or as I like to call it being suspended in the air with no way to get down in an enjoyable manner, whatever, I just made that up but yeah]. I'll write while once I get the chance in the air and post it tomorrow evening so you guys can see my emotions.
Sorry so random, but thats my day :)
I know you all know the lyrics so I won't bore you with them today! I hope you are enjoying knowing the song my soul decides to bring out of me in the morning. I noticed that I woke up with a new song in my head last year when I would begin singing to myself in the morning and my roommates would be like "what?!" like I was talking to them but I'd always reply "Nothing, just singing." I think it's cool that I wake up every day with a new song but I hate when I forget them [which before this blog action was very often]. But that is just one little peculiar thing that makes me, well, ME!
Well other than spending time with my fabulous mother, seeing some amazing friends and sleeping in, I got to see my brother, my sister-in-law [Jen, who you can visit here], and my adorable niece which always makes me happy. I love to hear her sweet "uh-ohs" and have her come up and give me fishy kisses. I love to see her peek around the corner, point and says "it's ti-ti" in her sweet, innocent voice so whenever I get the chance to see her, I take it! I enjoy spending time at there house because it's super relaxed. We all sit around, stare at each other, watch lily being sweet and simply enjoy each others company. Thats what family is for. Jen and I sit around and talk about life and its many frustrations or blessings and it's nice because she is like the sister I never had. She builds me up as I encourage her, she lets me know how it is as I overlook many other details and she never makes me feel like I am a burden [even when I know I sometimes am]. I hope that many other sister-in-law relationships are as comfortable as Jen and mine is. I thank God for blessing me with such an amazing "sister."
| My beautiful sister-in-law and niece Lily |
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As I'm sure you can tell, I've been super sentimental these last couple days so I'm sorry if it's getting on your nerves but the courage I need to pick up and go to Costa Rica in a month is being pulled from all these different sources. Which, while we are on the topic CR, I am flying for the first time tomorrow and I am super nervous. We are just going to NYC but I have been dreaming/having nightmares about this flight for the past month or so. I know it's silly but I am SO afraid of flying and if you ask me why it's because I don't like roller coasters, heights or pretty much anything that's considered "fun." I'd much rather be on the ground, but I know that if I want to travel like I so want, I need to put on my big girl panties and take on the airplane. So, if you think about me tomorrow, pray that my nerves will be calmed and that I will enjoy the sights and feeling of flying [or as I like to call it being suspended in the air with no way to get down in an enjoyable manner, whatever, I just made that up but yeah]. I'll write while once I get the chance in the air and post it tomorrow evening so you guys can see my emotions.
Sorry so random, but thats my day :)

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